im tryin to stay focused

Ive been busy and I’ve been having a hard time keeping first things first and staying faithful to God. I know that I am called for intercession but I have not been rising to the occasion. It scares me and I miss the way I used to be committed. I want to rise up and do it quick. There are still SO many people to reach but i just need to get up and stay faithful. You have no idea how much it would mean if you all kept me in prayers…thanks